Early Bird

This week has been a bit of adjustment for me as Robby started Seminary on Tuesday. I am blessed to have a nephew that is 16 and can drive him each morning, but that doesn't mean I can sleep. I usually start worring that I am goin to oversleep at about 4:00, so I spend the next 1 1/2 hours tossing and turning and watching the clock. I keep telling myself that I used to do this 20 years ago and that my body will adjust, but so far all I have done is end up in an arthritis flair up. I never thought about getting old too much, but I realize lately that I am. I am old. I am tired. And it makes me crazy that my husband can snore right through all of it.

Suspended Animation

I am finally making an attempt to join the blogging world again. I finally realize the value of having a space to vent and express my life in written form. I woke up this morning thinking "I feel like I am stuck and unable to move forward, yet at the same time I feel life spiraling out of control around me." I think that is a sign. Perhaps I needed it to have some reflective time. I feel so many demands on my time, from being a mom to four needy children, to performing a balancing act with work and daycare, and then there are just the day to day operations here at home. How does any person handle this many things all at the same time?

Today is day 3 of the kids gone at school and I am already feeling the pressure of occuping Sofi all day long. If I wasn't giving her direct attention today, she was all over me. I feel like I have been a plucked turkey, trampoline, jungle gym, horse, and servant in only a couple hours. I think I have forgotten how to relax. There is always that project in the back of my mind, those stacks of papers that I need to work on, organization for my kids that needs to take place, shopping needing done or dishes to wash. The dogs stare at me with these sad eyes. There are 100 apples on the ground in the back yard and the front yard is half dead from lack of watering. I think I have washed the load of laundry in the washing machine 3 times already; it never seems to make it to the dryer. 

I feel like I am in a cartoon; suspended in mid-air while life is going on around me. Any minute I will drop.

Spring Break Salt Lake CIty

The Car Ride on the way to Salt Lake....

It really wasn't too bad. Sofi had a really bad ear infection, but did well despite the fact she felt so bad. For such a long trip, the kids got a long well and they didn't have to be in front of the TV screen the whole time!

In front of the temple and fountain.

Meeting up with cousins at a Children's Museum

We had an interesting trip to Salt Lake. We drove out there to see an art exhibit where Aaron had a piece of artwork. What a disaster that was! Despite all our searching we couldn't find the artwork. Turns out it really was there (they sent a picture after we got home). Sofi was battling an ear infection and then I got a fever and bronchitis on the second day. We had also planned on going to this "adventure-land" type place only to find out it wasn't open. So we came home a bit early. It was a lot fun seeing all our extended family out there though. That made the whole trip worthwhile and we can't wait to see them again.

Valentine's Day 2011

Robb and I decided to write the kids a letter this year to tell them how special they are. All the kids have really grown up a lot this year, both in personality and stature. I love my kiddos!

Playtime

There's nothing like styrofoam to keep your child occupied!

Kelbre and her friend Addysin who lives beind us.

So thankful for my girls. They are definitely different than the boys and each personality seems to be trying at times, but together they bring so much joy.

Boys will be boys

Take one big backyard full of toys, playset, swings, trampoline, and one partly filled baby pool.
Add in one very cute yet mischevious two year old boy with a warning to stay away from the water.
Wait 5 minutes and what do you get?
A fully-clothed, shoe wearing boy in the middle of the pool.
"Mama, shoes wet!"
Priceless!!

(The boy is a little day care child I watch; he calls me "mama," probably since that is what he hears the other kids call me.)

Fall Fun

We had a lot of fun today at the pumpkin patch. Sofi is 3 months old now!